'never care.  don't speak.  stay away.  there's nothing here.'

welcome and thank you for visiting killingmeslowly.  the aim of which is to truly describe anxiety disorder without refrain or censor.  it doesn't make pleasant reading for a reason and for this reason.

no words can explain the sheer terror that sufferers of anxiety disorder endure and, given the numbers, it's probable you know such a person or persons (even if they don't realise it themselves.)  in this respect, anxiety disorder affects us all.

several people have questioned whether i found writing this site cathartic, the truth is i haven't.  at all.  i'm not really sure why this site was created, it wasn't for me, certainly not for revenge or as a retort and neither to help others (how could it?)  killingmeslowly just is.

growing-up is harder than it seems.  growing-in is worse. please free free to piss in my dead skull when i'm gone.

thank you once again and be nice to yourself today,

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